english-grad's Diary - A Moment in Time

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Zombie-ish

Okay, so there’s been a lack of writing on my part here. This is mainly due to a few things: work schedule, hanging out with S. and friends, and pure laziness on my end.

But let’s cut to the basics. I’m still working the same two part-time jobs. Working both jobs consumes much of my time and sanity. Remember that guy, S., the one I started hanging out with back in February? Well, we’re still hanging out. I’ve started saying that we’re dating when people ask, but a few weeks my dad referred to S. as my boyfriend. So there’s that. The first real relationship with a guy. I’m still trying to hang out with my friends when I can. As for me, I’m getting over being sick for the past two weeks, but I’m not dead yet. That’s pretty important.

Anyways, I’ve been quieter, more so than usual, during the past few days. It's gotten to the point that even my parents have started to say something to me, usually asking if I'm upset about They also say that I’ve been working too much lately. With the exception of a 24 hour period last week where I called out sick, I haven’t had a day off since Easter. But since when does being sick count as a day off? Luckily, I’m off this coming Memorial Day, which I plan to spend with friends.

It's been kind of boring and ordinary. There are some days where I have no patience and I just feel tired. This is probably due to the fact I work too much. I wish something good might role my way or I should treat myself to something extra once in awhile, like a book or something. I don’t know. I find a few things keeping me sane lately is music, writing, and reading. So, thank goodness for that.

Other than, that I’m still incredibly boring. I’ll try to force myself to get back into the habit of writing here, especially when there seems to be nothing worth writing about.

11:08 p.m. - 2011-05-27

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